Today is my first day back at work from the chicken pox fiasco. I have been away for nearly 3 months, kejap ada kejap takde. Kalau kerja private agaknya dah suruh tender in resignation dah.
There was nothing romantic about chicken pox like they potrayed on Friends...i.e. when Phoebe and the submarine guy got the pox. For a start, there was no officer and a gentleman for me. The "Jack D@wson" i have with me was busy (better not serenading another Rose!) and i have 2 kids mind you, how romantic a feeling can one get? Habis i garu like crazy, only the ones on my face were spared.
Today, the little boss asked me ke mana hala tuju i? Am i going to maintain status quo, nak pi sambung belajar or....to greener pasture? Frankly speaking, the first is really out of the question. I feel that i don't have the zest anymore in what i do compared to say, 5 years ago. My lack of enthusiasm shows.....i wish i could be doing something else but i don't have any other skills other than what i am trained to do. Venturing into private practice is really not for me because i do not enjoy the rigid schedule doing the same thing day in day out. Another option is to go for phD..but they say it is short form of permanent head damage. Do i really want to go through being a student again? Nanti kang i'd be doing it for all the wrong reasons i.e. the thought of staying where i am is more unimaginable. Decisions, decisions! And half the year is gone already.
Memang kena sembahyang istikharah ni..
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