NY's resolution: wanna be mean!!!

I have this one thing to do but sampai la ni tak siap2 lagi. Once i hand it in to my SV, probably then i can take a few days off. Meanwhile, everything else has to be put on hold. Ini termasuklah acara2 berjumpa kengkawan, desperate hoswipe cousins or do things i normally like doing like mengabihkan duit sendiri (of course kalau dapat mengabiskan duit laki lagi ecstasy kan?) Anyway, di sebalik me being very selfish with my time, it'd be a lot of help if makhluk2 kenit do not decide to berjaga malam just because hidung sumbat then dua2 main cak2 dari pukul 2pagi sehingga ayam berkokok. Bagus tak kita yg sayangkan laki ni decided to amuse the kids kerana kesiankan laki yg kononnya kena masuk kerja the next day (and he hasn't got his own office AND a couch to have a snooze)so biarlah dia yg tidur and tengok2 he was on leave anyway???! (macam mana le kau boleh tahan tak berlaki Esah oi especially diaorg ni la yg menambahkan perisa (dan tuba) kepada kehidupan seorang pompuan melayu terakhir).And we have to drive all the way to our office because we need sometime away from home to kononnya do some work but the couch at our office beckoned and in the end satu kerja pun tak dapat buat? Then ada pulak puak2 yg nak makan best ajak pi KayLCC and pi la ke kedai Pencuci Mulut ni...really the opposite of makan banyak..the creme brulee came in mangkuk yg ukur lilit besar sikit dari hidung i and it was 8 inggit. Sepanjang makan tu mulut i dok mengomel kat my friend yg rekomenkan kedai tu, the fact that i don't mind paying for the price but boleh tak portion besar sikit? Ni nak kena makan 5 crepes baru rasa puas hati.

Dah tu, ada pulak sorang kawan ni (set2 yg cuma timbul masa cuti sekolah) sms mintak tolong tengok kan anak2 dia. ye lah sempena cuti sekolah (oi! lagi 2 minggu nak bukak baru nak contact i ke?). i could have said, err sorry, i can't squeeze your kids in anywhere because it's a bit too short a notice and i don't see clients anymore because i'm on study leave. Before i went to have a shower, i was tempted to send that type of sms, but keluar dari shower, i pulak hantar sms apologising that i can only see them this Thurs, so sorry takde hari lain? I am such a wooz! Why can't i just be mean??

My bro sms me 2 weeks ago saying this NY jom pi makan seafood. FYI, the last two 3 day weekends have seen me dok ngadap my laptop and papers. I'm so not in the mood to socialise when my work tak siap2 lagi ni. I boleh terbayang when we meet up he's gonna tell this joke bangang lagi puaka yg why is it that even though my job only involves me to fiddle with these 32 small 'items' i take such a longgggg time to complete my studies? (oh sorry, kalau bebudak lagi sikit, ada 20 je). Pas tu gelak2 macam funny sangat. (padan muka 3 minggu lepas one of his 32 'items' sakit and memang dia rasa cam nak mati sangat dah. Belum lagi expect dia beranak tanpa epidural kan? So i replied his sms, we'll see if i finish my work in time. Pas tu dia cakap, ala, apa susah sangat? makan, sembang2 pas tu baliklah. Hmm..camna nak cakap yg i don't want any company RIGHT NOW or do any socialising save for a few people yg tak menaikkan darah i (ppssstttt..Miss AA, engkau sudah boleh kunyah ka? i fancy some hummus kat kedai pak arab belakang rumah kau)

I so want to be TaylorSwift right now: Romeo take me somehwere where we can be alone (or something like thatlah she said)..

Tapi ni Romeo i dia yg nak alone2 shopping and tido...seriously Esah, apsal la ko tak berlaki?