I'm spooked

The sole reason why i can't tell good stories nowadays is because i am always so pissed with one thing or another. I posted an entry yesterday evening regarding one incident which made me quite mad, then i came in this morning and had it removed. I didn't want to have my anonymity revealed. Sama gak with what just transpired within less than an hour. Hati memang sakit kerana budaya bertenet ni sekarang dah surpass all courtesies such as bertanya face to face or mengangkat tepon. Sending an email to not just the person intended tapi pi addresskan kat semua orang jugak adalah salah satu budaya zaman sekarang yg digunakan utk menjatuhkan orang tertentu. I ni idakle orang penting sangat...memang pun i made a mistake, so pi tegur i la kan...yg kelakarnya, yg sorang datang tegur (i'm fine with this) but yg sorang lagi pulak yg pi hantar email (the ass-istant??). Nothing to do with my studies...this just reminds me why i decided that i needed a breather from the working environment 2 years ago. Tak tau nak cakap kat sapa why i'm pissed off. Nak cakap kat laki, org lelaki ni bukannya paham..dia pikir benda remeh temeh..(lagipun dia nak pi sembayang jemaat dah). Nak cakap kat bff satu malaya, dia tak angkat fon tadi. Nak cakap kat bff tanah inglen, lagi la...asik one sided affair je dgn dia. Anyway, tak boleh nak go into details what happened...i wish to remain anonymous, bar to a few people yg dah kenal i.

Atas permintaan ramai (perasan!), i akan bercerita pasal ha nun di tempat MG. Mintak maaplah ye kalau cite takde berapa sangat berperisa..hati saya masih pedih. About a week ago, MG balik kerja and nampak excited nak bagitau i story. He said, i nampak hantu hari ni. Dalam hati i bercakap, aisey, hopefully idakle celah pokok pisang kitaorg ke..(eh, pokok pisang dah i suh tebang because orang kata cik pon suka bertenggek kat situ, ye ke?). He told me that the offices they're working on or sister office ke hapa bendanya, the security office called him and asked him to view this cctv. They want him to issue a letter/email informing the staff, takde apa2...jangan takut. Apparently, the gorup of staff ada yg taknak datang kerja because apparently takut yg teramat sangat. So i said, what did you see on the CCTV? He said, kat tempat yg terang sikit, benda tu nampak cam a big black giant butterfly berlegar2 kat focus cctv tu. Pas tu sekejap dia cam hilang (bertenggek kat CCTV kut?). Pas tu kat tempat yg tak berapa terang pulak, the thing transformed into bayangan putih yg nampak cam ada bayangan berjalan and it disappeared.

So i asked him, what did you do then? He said, dia pun issuela letter yg mengatakan takde pe pe..I tanya, yg staff tu kena kerja malam ke? Dia kata idakle, takde shift malam. Haa?? Kerja siang pun takut nak datang kerja ke??! Mengada2 kata i! I said yg i ni dedua tempat i kerja lagi tempat jin bersilat idakle kami tak datang kerja, kan? Lagi 'depa' suka main fax machine la, naik turun lift la ikut suka. Weekends sensorang pun kitaorg datang..somemore yg balik malam pun ada sampai angkut sekali la balik ha nun ke rumahnya. I cakap mana staffnya, meh sini i lempang2 sikit. Sorry la, sejak dua menjak ni i agro sikit...