Nafkah batin orang tu

Wui...tajuk gempak sungguh..

Esah has been screaming for me to penuhkan her nafkah batin...but i can't help it...dia asik nak nak je...3X seminggu, will that keep you happy? (it won't keep my SV happy you know). i have been preoccupied....kena attend course. Pas tu kena prepare presentation pulak. I decided to present one part of my research yg belum pernah dipertontonkan lagi. Thing is, i haven't been to see the stats guy. So i fished out the SPSS handbook that i got from a course i attended last year...ler...it does make sense...tak le susah sangat ghopenya. No wonder the Public Health people pandang rendah kat kitaorg ni yg bengong stats. Kalau tak balik2 buat mean, frequency, mean, frequency..tak menunjukkan langsung yg i ni budak pandai (ptuih!). I actually sat down for more than 12 hours yesterday playing with the stats. At the same time you know who was screaming on fb mintak nafsu serakahnya dipuaskan. Hari ni sungguh la sakitnya bontot dan kejangnya kaki i setelah dekat 2 hari dok mengadap pc.

Btw, yesterday or actually two days ago was my birthday. I vividly remember that a year ago, i was doing a similar thing on my birthday also..trying to finish up my proposal kut. This year pulak buat stats...life is becoming so boring. My kids an di waited for the customary cake..tak kisahla sapa punya birthday, the kids yg terlebih perasan its theirs. I mean you know, i don't ask for elvavi, gocci, hamas etc., just a cake would do..tak yah yg macam cakeboss design pun. SR would do..hmm..what do you know kan? No MG didn't forget my birthday, but apparently he's been so busy, especially ha nun ta wau telah diketemui berdekatan dgn opisnya, so dia tak berani dah balik lambat sangat, by maghrib balik so kecoh nak siapkan kerja sebelum tu. so kononnya takde masa nak pi kedai kek. I said to him like there's no delivery service la kan? I was so terasa! Ni macam kes aku ngandung dulu and nak makan roti tisu and buah fig. Kawan sehati sejiwa ku kat lawndon nun jugak yg poskan..the fig, not the roti tisu mind you (aiya! Which reminds me, aku berjanji pelesu je nak kirim teh tarik ahchong tu..kan ko nak balik pun kan..i'll get you anything or do anything for you when you are here. I cuma takdak masa nak pi popeh sekarang ni..(ye la...i ni kan plankton je kat opis pyramid i..bukan ladyboss macam loyar ladang gandum kita tu..)

Anyway, back to the cake (or lack of it)..i couldn't believe yg MG tak belikan i apa2! Kalau beli roti bai pun dapat mengubati hati i masa tu. Ni idak! Dia tersua2 kat i macam eleh time tu i nak sangatlah! Perghh! Hati ni bukan pinggan melamin yg tahan retak tau! Hati ni bangsa kristal..senang pecah berderai. So i sulked...no that he noticed pun la kan since muka i tak angkat pun dari PC. (Ni semua korang punya pasal la...i nak tulis surat kat dia, korang tak galakkan..suh i cakap..ha..ni berkomunikasi sungguhla ni. Ikut hati cam nak bagi dear john letter je).

Today dia cuti..memang dah plan lama nak cuti. I think man memang practical camtu kut...why the fuss nak kejar2 pi beli cake when i can do it the next day bila i cuti? (oi ha nun ta wau opis, ko makanlah laki aku tu).

So untuk mengubat duka yg lara, i pi the neighbourhood mall..kononnya nak let loose lah. Btw, idak sangat la yg boleh dibelanjakan kat neighbourhood mall ni..last2 i pi buat kuku..then dok makan sushi sensorang - alllll byyyyy myselfffffffffff....(hence kenapa disaat itu daku sayu dan mengirim sms 'i miss you bebeh' kat Esah. Ye la..nak hantar kat princewilliam takkan sampai nye pun. There's something so calming about looking at plates of sushing passing by you on the conveyor belt...furthermore rasa healthy gila and ringan badan makan sushi as opposed to makan nasik beriani ke kan? (Does it matter than i makan dekat 7, 8 piring sensorang??)

I got back just before Isya. Little D was excited telling me that daddy beli mummy punya happy birthday cake and mummy went like humph! So there was no cake cutting ceremony this time round...mummy masih pissed off (tak le sangat tapi menyampah yg orang tu tak pernah nak pujuk).

That's about it la..actuallynya banyak cerita lagi. Nantikan sambungan kisah JessicaBiel, RalphMacchio, Robbiewilliams dan dot dot dot...