Random rambling

I cukup tak tahan dgn jantan lembab. Pada i, the men have to be cergas, semua kena cergas, cakap, jalan and buat decisions. Pas tu jangan asyik nak merungut-rungut. I have been working at this place dah nak masuk 10 tahun. Up till 2 years ago masa i dah sarat2 nak beranak kan little D baru ada org join my unit, i.e. Si Baung. I manned this place on my own with the help of my two trusted part timers before that. Things cannot be ideal, but as long as it's moving, OK la kan, considering manpower yg tak cukup tu.

Personally Si Baung is a nice guy. He's the dependable type, the sort that won't stab you in the back and god fearing etc. In terms of experience and age, he's much senior than i am, but i'm still the ketua unit. However, because dia ni slow sikit (not otak wise but physically), i always end up doing things on my own because i tak sanggup nak suruh dia..katakan if i were to ask him to schedule some programme, he takes it soooo seriously (or cannot make decisions himself??) sampaikan dtg jumpa i at least 2,3 kali..padahal i lebih suka jenis yg, ok, ni kerjanya, just show me the end product. How you do it, it's up to you. So kengkadang i rasa rimas!

Then he'd go on and on about how heavy the workload is (hello!! balik kul 4.45pm tu apahal?). How he's not been given his job scope, we're all doing the work of 3 people la..etc. To me i feel, either you improve yourself and move up the ladder, if not stop complaining. Aku tak larat!!!!

This morning i went for medical checkup at the other place i work. Memang dah sah that i'm expecting another XX. Nampak terang-terangan the hamburger on the scan. MG is a bit disappointed probably because in the future he won't be able to clothe the little one in Zara Man
whereas i terkilan that there won't be little spiderman or superman terrorising the cats at home. But i count the little blessings that this pregnancy has been smooth sailing..none of those kepala besar ada air during little D's time. I had to fast till 1130 because buat glucose test and on my way back to the office i singgah kat luar pagar to tapau. Can you imagine this gerai has 30 over dishes? Not only i bought nasi berlauk, i also tapaued goreng pisang, keledek, and tauhu sumbat plus cendol. Talk about gluttony...kalau MG tau mesti dia kata i melantak..anyway, i melantak kat gerai je, ada mamat tu setiap minggu ada je cerita2 how he stuffed his face at some buffets org belanja..makan oysters lah (makan banyak tapi tak horny pun??), kambing, cold cuts, desserts etc. No wonder dia sorokkan his last medical checkup punya results dari i!

I have a course this weekend, just in KL je. MG decided he's not going to accompany me this time round..i shall look forward to two nights being without little D, for the very first time since i had her. Kalau dia nak menenen malam2, paknya le yg kena sua.