Dia abangku??

I'm at my parents' house, abang i kawin. Sib baik i ada satu abang je..kalau ada 2,3 perangai cenggini, ada kemungkinan i akan terjun ke dalam perigi buta or minum Roundup. On the other hand, ada reramai abang mungkin bagus juga so that i can pick and choose whom i want to be adik to, yg i tak berkenan tu i boleh nyahkan je dari hidup i. Bak kata Esah, kalau abang kitaorg ni set2 cicak man, dah lama dah kami cincang2.

Anyway, sebelum ni i lah yg konco abang i paling besar bila dia mula suarakan niat murni dia nak megakhiri zaman bujang terlajaknya (read here). Then, lama kelamaan i mula perasan yg abang i ni ada peel yg tak semenggah kata orang Perak (tak senonoh). Semua nak ikut cakap dia je, dia le yg betul and angkuh semacam. Masa my mum sakit awal tahun ni, yes he was worried tapi lepas my mum keluar hospital the first time, dia macam tak berapa concerned. When my mum was warded another time at this hospital near my house, langsung dia tak dtg jenguk. In fact my mum was discharged from the hosp on saturday and kebetulan i ada workshop on that day. Was not expecting her to be discharged that soon pun..but before i left for the workshop, i smsed him cakap, i can't visit mak this morning, i can only come later in the afternoon. Pi la tengok dia, sian mak pagi2 takde org lawat.' He said OK. Then dah dekat noon, ada nurse ni call i, dia cakap, mak akak dah boleh keluar hari ni, dia pesan suruh bawak baju dia.' Tak ke menggeletar i mendengarnya...mana ke abang i, mak i langsung takde family ngan dia pagi tu like we all buang dia kat hospital pulak. So i called my bro, he said he was on his way. I ingat settle kat situ le, ghope2nya pas tu i dapat tau, my sis arrived at the hospital around 2pm, dia yg ambik my mum and my bro langsung tk nampak batang hidungnya. I was so mad at him, but i pendam lama until i meletup (tu baru 'soft' eruption).

Berbalik pada wedding dia ni, dia cakap kat pak i tak yah buat kat kampung. Tapi pak i nak jugak buat, tak mintak duit dia pun. Dah orang buat tu, tunjuk la yg dia appreciate kan? After all, susah sangat ke nak be nice to your parents? I know dia rasa he was always misunderstood by our parents tapi he was not an easy child to raise pun. Just because he didn't ask for this reception, dia nak buat set2 datang makan masa majlis je. Idak le nak inquire how we are doing, tunggang terbalik nak menyiapkan benda alah ni. Pas tu boleh demand king benda2 petty cam, i don't like high table yg makan mengadap tetamu, i prefer meja bulat je. Sadap la! Awal2 lagi tak cakap pantang laranga pastu boleh nak demand2 lak. Kesian my parents...kalau si Tenggang tu anak i, nescaya i akan humbankan je kuah dalca sekawah ke mukanya.

Mak i ni dari dulu lagi fikir perangai buruk or gila according to her sebab dia dah dibuat dek gofren tak ajdi dia yg bukan islam tu. Dalam hati i, sapa le nak buat abang i tu. Dia bukannya bergheta or muka hensem cam HansIsaac ke. So just now i said to her, mak, dia bukan kena buatan orang, otaknya tak betul dari kecik pun dia camtu. He was mean and selfish to us. MakPak i bukan org kaya cam makpak bebudak zaman sekarang. Kalau adik beradik 4, kalau sorang dapat pensel, empat2 akan dapat. Sama jugak, kalau sorang dapat badminton racquet, sorang tu je yg akan dapat in my family, and we've just got to learn to share. But si kominih sekor tu kedekut nak mampus. Kalau kitaorg pinjam, siap le kau! Then his attitude yg irresponsible and couldn't care less tu for e.g. more than once hilangkan buku library and mak aku gak la yg kena pi bayar. No pay no results kind of thing.

So, is that kena buatan org ke or memang orang (yg kami2 ni) yg kena buatan dia? Whatever it is, let's hope during reception tu takde sapa mengada2, perasan dia diva..kalau nak tengok i menyelap nanti, buat le!