It's nearly 1 in the morning. For the past 2 nights, i barely had more than 5 hours of sleep. Camni la, bukan tak mengantuk but i prefer internet surfing to sleep. No chance of sleeping in tomorrow or rather this morning. Btw, selamat hari raya aidil adha. Lepas sembahyang raya (MG, not me) akan balik to PIL's. Seperti biasa where his parents are concerned, MG akan bersikap skema. No chance to terbit at their place, say tengahari ke, petang ke. Oh i so want my beauty sleep!
On Sunday, went to have lunch with Ustazah Munah. Have not done this ever since i was pregnant with Baby X and she's two and a half now. Went to Alexis. Ordered a plate of ravioli. It was good but there were only like 20 raviolis on the plate...is that why it was good? still tak puas hati (walaupun tengah menunggu my pavlova), went and ordered a pizza..well, i did bring half the pizza home..and UM makan sikittttt je (Oh Esah where art thou?)
Watched AirSupply last night with another Bff (no not the one that i'm supposedly having an open relationship with as per my FB profile and it's not Esah either...scandalous OKi ni!). I listened to their songs masa sekolah2 dulu. I know the lyrics of their songs by heart...but...well...their vocals were better than AnuarJen but of course the latter is easy on the eyes..yg matsaleh tu..kan dah geriatric...it's like watching your dad (albeit a very hip one) on stage (kalau pak i belonde la kan..) hahaha! I taklah sampai hilang pertimbangan sampai jerit 'bukak!Bukak!' (i rasa i reserve kat AnuarJen je kut). Kalau they actually bukak tah hapa2, mau i pengsan tak sanggup tengok.
My BFF and i nostalgia sekejap dengar lagu2 AS..well for her because chenta agungnya pernah menghadiahkan kaset dub AS....for me pulak, teringat CD AS yg i masih i simpan hasil daripada harta sepencarian i dgn whats-his-face from 13 years ago. Rasa cam jam2 tu jugak i macam rasa nak sms dia....tapi sib baik iman i yg selalunya setipis kulit bawang ni masih kenyal...(dan jugak i tak nak le bini barunya pelangkung i pulak mengsms lakinya malam2 kan?)
Ada orang cakap apsal i ni masih tak sudah2 pasal whats-his-face. Move on je la..well hellooo..dah move dah le ni. But tak salah kalau i jadi silent stalker kan? In actual fact bukan dia sorang je yg i stalk..but of course dia banyak sikit la kan since i'm not on speaking terms with him hence takleh la i nak bertanyakan gosip hangat dirinya kat tuan empunya diri directly kan? Kawan i yg bertanya tu i rasa yg masih sore kena dump dgn chenta agung sebabnya, jangan sebut pasal jantan tu, tak hingin dia nak berkawanan dgn laki tu, tak tergaru hatinya nak skodeng fb kawan tu. To me i think ni yang bukan bygones be bygones. Sebabnya i tak berkawan dgn mamat tu is because cam Esah cakap, sesetengah orang memang menyakitkan hati pasal suka brag, nak show off semedang..dia la yg berchoti2 obersea, dia la yg bawak keta best (alahai setakat keta jepang je), dia la yg income RM300k lebih setaun, anak dia la yg pandai..on the other hand, semua nak beritau kita cam nak mintak approval kita pulak. Kau pehal? (ni kononnya macam i tengah bercakap dgn dialah). So, daripada i berkawan and pas tu menyakitkan hati i sendiri, baikla i jadi silent stalker je kan?
Move on to another story. Tadi i pi jumpa CoSV i yg sepatutnya mengajar i beberapa kaedah lab. Sungguh tak memberangsangkan..i told her that i know nothing about this technique whatsoever because i have no lab background. Nak handle pipette pun tak pass lagi. The thing is my kit dah nak expire so i'm pretty desperate to start my lab work..so basically i'd like her to show me. But she kept on saying, easy only..just follow the protocol. hello..! Nak wash camna pun i tak tau, apa itu shaker, std dilution pun tak pass lagi..! You know it's like telling someone yg tak pernah belajar buat karipap and tak ambik SRT, ya puan puan sila gaul dan ramas tepung dan marjerin....if you do not know how to ramas correctly, keras jegang la karipap nanti kan??? (sekarang ni the terminology gaul dan ramas rasa cam obscene sangat). I was like pretty desperate, minah tu tak faham or buat2 tak faham..last2 i giveup and went to look for a lab assistant yg dah pernah buat benda tu. Hampeh tul la! Tapi takpe, sabar sabar..sib baik la LA tu ever so willing to help. She said kita kena datang lab masa weekend to carry out the experiment since masa tu je takde org guna the equipment i'll be using..erk...! Kalau dia ada sentiasa, OK..kalau dia takde...? Aiyok! So i called up MG...i said, you know chenta memerlukan pengorbanan kan?
He said, ya, tapi bukan dalam bentuk wang ringgit.
Ces kedekut rhopenya laki i. Anyway, i said, i nak dia teman i on some weekends, dia cakap ala..weekends adalah hari utk dirirnya sendiri. I cakap, podacit, nak i cepat habis phd ke tak. Dia kata dia tak kisah either way (ye la, pasal bukan dia yg sponsornya). I cakap kalau cepat habis cepatla i kembali menjadi isteri mithali. Dia cakap ptuihh. He said he wants me to buy him lunch on those days, no less than Ayuthaya (kan dia ni fixated with all things Siamese). I cakap tok Ayuthaya pun i sanggup. So, we'll seelah sejauh mana chenta nya kat i.
A few months ago, there was this article on the stuff i do in one of the local dailys. Punya la banyak facts yg salah. Being the person i am, i.e. yg sekarang ni perlu melampiaskan my frustrations on someone else, i pun emaillah to that writer, i pointed out apa yg salah. 3 weeks ago, she wrote back and wanted to do an interview via email. So adalah kut nanti..hari apa i tak sure, paper apa, tak boleh cakap..haha!
As you'd have realised tajuk di atas takde kena mengena dgn isi...cuma lagu tersebut ditujukan kepada Esah yg tengah...err....uzur sekarang ni. Bebeh, kalau i di sisi mu, cakap je tayar jenis apa you nak..i akan bawak...michelin ke, goodyear ke, firestone ke..oppps!
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