Update

For some reason i couldnt reply to the comments in my previous post. To Nina, takpelah bila u dah kerja nanti u boleh la bela kucing or bagi kucing terbiar makan. Niat yg baik tu dah ada. Lukmang, kalau tak leser2 dgn kucing but tak aniaya takpe. Dils, sesetengah orang mulutnya memang ikut sedap je nak brcakap. Apa dosa kucing tu kat dia pun tak taulah..

Anyway, i nak tergelak uols yg tersasul2 panggil esah, kiah and vice versa. Tersedak2 i. I have been rather quiet. last weeek i jumpa 'bapak' i. Tiada sebarang pertumpahan darah ataupun airmata maupun air hingus yg berlaku. Everyone was pretty civil to each other. of course i was in n out of his office in less than ten mins. script kat kepala dah berjela dah i karang seperti yg diarahkan oleh tuan director yakni pakar sakit jiwa i kat london sinun. best ada bbm ni.... tapi makcik ni terasa2 pulak ive been ignoring her bbm.

obviously the boss was on my mind last week. nak makan or bersosial pun tak selera. i have been getting some aches in my abdomen this past one week. sometimes a bit higher up...kenkadang rasa cam indigestion and sometimes macam pedih ulu hati. gastric ke? my heart ke? or something more sinister? i have been hoping to only do this thorough medical checkup after i finish my phd. agak2 next year le tu...what if?....anak2 i masih kecik lagi...im being overdramatic here. then i teringat kat anak2 i and sebab diaorg masih kecik lagilah why its important i keep myself checked out and healthy insyallah. so i went to make that impimportant phone call to book my appt for medical checkup. a very thorough one: jantung, toot and toot ..then i called up MG and mintak dia temankan. tak yah pegang tangan i pun. setakat drivekan i je next week because not too sure about the parking. then he can just drive straight on the same road to kayelcici. mesti sukanya...while im being probed and prodded. i hope nothing serious....but im quite worried.

sebab tu lah why ive been rather quiet esah oiiii...

btw, please excuse my typo n the lack of caputal letters at the beginning of sentences..using my bb la...nak cepat je.