Another mid-life crisis?

Why is it lepas raya kain baju kurung semua jadi senteng?
I've decided to take charge of my life...err...actually of my weight. I made a remark to my little boss last week, since kita ni suka makan, why not kita makan je but be more sports active. That got one gelak besar from her because, she also did a runner from the pilates class same as me.
But seriously...last week pi berziarah kat Kelang (MG's side) and we stumbled upon that huge JJ shopping complex. So i said to MG, jom masuk, i nak pi cari swimsuit decent. MG macam nak tergelak besar...why decent..oh well...where i live, you can't expect to lompat masuk air dgn baju yg separa decent (meaning yg tak tutup dari hujung jari tangan ke hujung jari kaki..) Apa2 yg in between nescaya akan menjolok lubang hidung org kat sini. And i am not about to bring attention to myself, kalau 36-25-36 kemungkinan jugak i akan flaunt it (exactly why tuhan tak kabul2kan permintaan i tu sampai la ni). Biarlah i flaunt my physique yg terover generous ni kat swimming pool hotel2 yg jauh dari rumah (and mak i). Obviously, even the swimsuit muslimah looked good on the mannequin...the one i chose tu idakle muslimah, masih ikut bentuk badan (gedebab ni)pasal i masih tak sanggup nak berbajukurung lycra di dalam air.
Why swimming? Because i love water...as opposed to jogging, aerobic, yoga, pilates whatever...nak pergi gym kat sini terlampau ramai jantan2 melayu (seriously..where are the women? Takkan balik kerja kena masak je kut???. So pas tu i pun googlelah nak cari kat mana public pool terdekat ngan i. Found one or two..tapi semua set2 utk serious swimmers meaning yg swim the length of the pool and takde cut across cam i selalu buat. Satu lagi ada bhgn dalam and without MG to watch over bini dia ni, cemas jugaklah i. Then i came across this kakak punya blog..memang bagus sungguh, dia bagi summary about each and every pool yg ada kat tempat ni..and the best thing is, rope2nya ada satu pool yg 4 kaki je dlmnya sepelaung je dari rumah i (where have i been all this while??) and nak dijadikan best lagi..separate male-female pool! Terjagalah ke-maluan i.
So, i will definitely start my new lifestyle tomorrow (ptuih..!. Jangan nanti semi-bajukurung (lycra) ku sudahnya dibuat main anak2 dah. I wish i could wipe that smirk off MG's face..

P/S Before raya hari tu i tak sempat buat facial or man/pedi..semua tempat penuh. So, i tension and masih nak mendamagekan purse and diri sendiri..i went to have my eyebrow trimmed. Well, i do pluck the odd ones yg tak ikut line myself usually (a ah laki i am aware of this) but kali ni nak merasa tangan pro. No, i didn't end up looking permanently surprised, infact nampak even dua2 belah (as opposed when i do it myself - i have a problem with getting things to be symmetrical. I did hope MG tak perasan because dia asyik cakap kat anak, mummy dah gila..hehe. But he noticed and what he said was even worse...'i see..(dgn muka kesian)..you sekarang ni at the age where you want to try new things ye? It's OK....' Menyampah pulak bila he tried to be understanding (condencending?) like that. Give me 'gila' anyday!