The rest of the gang has gone to 'beli-belah' kain. I have something after lunch so kena dok diam2 le nampak gayanya. I have nothing of worthy to tell but still i'm hoping after 2 or 3 lines, the cerita would come easily. Kononnya nak tengok if i have a flair for writing...i have this angan2 of writing children's story books...stories from my mother yg diperturunkan i'm sure from my opah dulu. Keep on telling myself that if Mak Donna and Natasha Hatsen can do it (people say the latter menciplak actually, betul ke??), so can i..but hmmm...first to get into the mood, i need to carry with me at all times that oh-so-exquisite Moleskine to pen my thoughts...buku 3 lima or free notebook from drug company just won't do, kan?? Pasal takde lah tak start2 lagi ni..(alasan betul)...anyway, nak ke DBP terbitkan cite hantu paku, kerengga bermadu dgn udang, kerbau beranak 7 puteri and hantu sangkrombu i?? Nantikan katanya penuh dgn dakyah and tahyul pulak....
Sikit lagi i dah nak menyambut birthday...it matters not digit ke berapa dah usia i but what matters is that i haven't achieved a lot of things in life. I yearn to learn new stuff (one of it yoga yg baru saja diharamkan, so kena cancel ni), horse riding (sanggup ke kuda tu bawak i??) and piano. Ni dari kecik dah teringin, but my parents couldn't afford to send me for lessons. Mak i cakap dulu, 'kiah bila kiah besar ada gaji sendiri, belajarlah'. I thought at that time, alah, boringlah! Dah besar baru nak belajar and when is that?? Besar seemed like a long way away. Haa..now ni dah besar dah...but i'm scared to take the plunge. In order to learn the piano, i would have to have one at home. Fine, i'll go get one, cari yg mid range price, no problem. But MG selalu gelak2an i, dia kata jari2 i katik, boleh ke i belajar??? I think, he's not worried about the katikness of my fingers or that i'd get bored halfway through, but i think he's worried about where to put that blessed thing...it will take up the space of his future console table, cabinet, chest of drawers what have you lah. But i really think partners should support each other, kalau tak kenala i pi go apartment hunting..ha...boleh letak semua reta benda i tanpa asking for anyone's approval kan?
I also yearn to be a more energetic mum. Bersiar2 dgn anak that doesn't mean a trip to Carre4 and bundle little d into the shopping trolley and that's the extent of my energetic-ness. I teringin nak bawak dia pergi swimming...i asked MG bila dia nak bawak bebudak tu pergi swimming to which he replied, asyik dia je (asyik here doesn't mean every week or month but whenever we stayed at a hotel which is like sekali dua setahun je)so, it should be me pulak. Much as i love water, i tak sanggup nak berswim2 kat tempat i tinggal. I have told MG the reason pun..the thing is, bila kitaorg berholiday (in a land far far away from home yg tak mungkin terserempak dgn org yg kita kenal), yes, i love to use the pool...although i ni pompuan melayu muslimah terakhir (ptttuuihh!), i cannot make myself put on the muslimah swimwear..tapi idakle i ni memakai sesuatu yg menjolok lubang hidung pun..if i were a man, i dah cukup syarat tutup auratlah. To which MG replied, well, i should start donning one because flab2 i semua dah terkeluar sana sini. Ni misi betul tapi niat salah...amboi2! Kalau i 36-24-36 sanggup le dia lepaskan i berbikini cam BCL kat Bali hari tu ye??? Speaking of aurat also, si MG ni pandai mengutuk org je...dia tu pun sampai sekarang trying (very very hard)to still squeeze into his out-of-German-porn-movie purple swimwear, tapi nak mengutuk orang...Anyway, i cannot go swimming pasal i need to lose the flabs...i cannot lose the flabs because kat tempat tinggal takde gym and nak belajar yoga dah dioutlaw...nak naik kuda kena slim dulu tapi camna nak slim pasal ..(ulang balik alasan di atas)..apa2 pun jgn suruh diet makan dah kerana makan adalah salah satu dpd nikmat dunia yg tinggal....hehe.
I had some erratic/erotic? dreams last week. One that included Mr James B0nd..(mungkin sebab tu tangannya terkehel on Jimmy Kimmel)..another one i relate to MG, 'i dream, 2 girls, one boy'. To which he replied, 'no, 2 girls, one boy, one set of twins'...ayoyo!! Kadawale la MG...i'm so not talking about how many kids we should have la...
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