Laki i satu hari ni tak sms atau call (ni kalau dia dah excited sangat nak mengkhabar beritakan of his purchases)....1001 things came to mind. Terlampau sibuk sangat ke ?(not!) Sakan bershopping ke? (most probably)....tapi bayangan kena diperosok masuk lubang tandas all came to mind...ye la kan..idak le sayang sangat tapi kalau tetiba jadi free agent balik, nak le kena buat persiapan kan? (this is in retaliation to yesterday's comment: He told me that he hasn't slept well since he's been there. I said, hah! You must miss me! Dia terdiam sejenak, and then cakap 'whateverlah!'. Dia whatever kan i you!!!) Anyway, at the risk men sky highkan bill max1s i, i pun call dia. Laaaaa..ghope2nya pakcik dah kena block uols...agaknya banyak berlanggan talian tak sihat ke...(you know, the kind that you know well kan Esah?? Yg selalu terselit calling cardnya kat dlm phone booth kat londown sinun).
I was caught looking at my male colleagues' deriere...OK la so what? You guys pun tengok tah hapa2 kan?? In my defense, diaorg jalan depan i balik dari sembahyang jemat. Tertengok je pun, idakle ada naughty thoughts ke...tapi yg menangkap i tu agaknya lagi thrill kut thinking that 'ooooo...i'm looking at them'. Ceh! No big deal.
I was having a 'discussion' with a colleague earlier. I was saying how proficiency in the english language is sooo damn important di zaman2 persaingan hebat ni. Kalau tau 10 bahasa yg lain lagi la bagus, tak kisah la jawa, banjar, bugis ke.....i express my worry that ada kemungkinan nanti anak2 i masuk sekolah kat rumah yg mananya predominantly malays, mesti akan ada sikit susah jugak mau cakap itu bahasa. Dia mati2 kata, eh, tu terpulanglah kat mak bapak camna, bagi anak baca buku omputeh ke tak. I cakap kalau setakat read and write je tak cukup...kena la be comfortable to converse in that language. I kata cam contohnya i...dulu sekolah konben..cikgucikgi semuanya sisters...cakap english idakle perfect tapi manglish la. Tapi makcik tu defensive pulak..dia kata pandai cakap omputeh tak semestinya pandai belajar..laaaaa....tak nah i mengaku i pandai. In fact masa interbiu nak dapat scholarship dulu, my SPM cukup2 agregate je. And bila dah masuk u, ada sorang budak PP*P ni cukup tak puas hati pasal SPM nye subjects semua dapat tiang tegak kecuali english, tup2 dia kena buat a-levels 2 tahun dulu kat sini. He said the interviewer bila dia bukak mulut je terus bantai cakap BM with him and bagitau dia, dok msia dulu la na....(another e.g. is bebudak law tu kan...dakle pandai benor depa tu tapi cakap soksek soksek...so, nampak le cam terer ngat kan??? (mintak ampun bebudak law naa..). So back to this guy, dia anti sungguh dgn kitaorg yg dia rasa setakat tau spekong tapi takde substance (kata dia le).
Got to know that the trainees think my close friends and i are the 'hip' ones....wa...tak sangka diusia lanjut begini, i've finally made it! I'm 'in'....All my life selalu rasa diri ni bagus sikit dpd bebudak nerd je (ataupun itukah aku??). Now i've to really work on being a 'bimbo'. Tapi kalau according to Ne0 my friend, Cik Kiah, lose the humongous handbag first...ni yg susahnya...mana nak dicampakkan segala mala hole puncher, stapler, tweezer, nail file, nail clipper, notebook (oo..sorry..moleskin (eh kan kata tadi nak jadi posh. Posh ke hapa benda?! Notebook baik sikit dpd buku 3 lima tu je), botol susu (weekend), pampers (weekend)??? Dgn bag sebesar alam, lagi satu tangan kena dukung siBulu pulak (imagine nak dukung si Boyot??) Lambat sikit la nak dapat title ni.
OKlah. Nak balik ni...sesiapa yg suka peram sawang kat blognya (and it does my head in because the dates on her entries selalu tarak serupa sama dunia org punya), hapdate2 la.

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