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Holaa!! (tetiba je berfeeling Spanish cam kawan kita tuh..napa tah)

This shall be my first post of the new year. Tak sempat nak cakap goodbye to 2011...total posts for last year sungguh menyedihkan. I haven't been productive last month..not so much i tersentap because ada org kirim2 salam kat i, but because of health reason. Btw, yg kem2 salam tu was quite spooky lah. Once again i must emphasise my wish to remain anonymous. Bukannya apa, my work requires me to remain professional at all times, meskipun setakat pergi pasar beli siput sedut (beli benda2 lain yg mingguan tu MG yg buat). I can't be seen to korek hidung or bontot in public, apatah lagi mencarut kan...which i tend to do so much in my writing. Habislah credibility ku sekiranya benda yg private jadi public. Cam GordonRamsay implying kat i yg kononnya my credibility is wearing thin...eleh...pandai ngata orang, cam la i tak tau extra-curricular activities dia tu yg boleh menggugat credibility dia jugak..Anyway, sekiranya ada orang yg boleh agak2 i ni siapa, diam2lah, jangan keriau2...lagipun i rasa i tak mengutuk uols so tak yah la bukak cover i ok? Kalau tak merasa lah blog ni ditulis oleh ala2 Stepford wife.

I didn't do much over the school holidays..i mean in terms of bergumbira ria (eleh..in terms of studies pun productivity menurun dah akhir2 tu). First PB was ill since beginning of Nov. Menjaga anak sakit ni sungguh mencabar kesihatan saya. On the day i brought her home, i snapped my back. Idakle patah dua but something tweaked and i couldn't stand straight. I always have this longstanding sakit belakang from 10 years ago. Kenkadang dia dtg balik when i strain myself too much (read: bila lama aku tak exercise). I was partially immobile for 4 days. Previously, i had flu + asthma. Bila sampai ke clinic tengkok memang dah pendek je nafas tak cukup. Dr yg tembam tapi manis ala2 JaafarOnn (tapi bukan set sotong) cakap lain kali kalau dah tinggal nyawa2 ikan (ni i yg cakap) tak payahllah tunggu turn...terus je cakap nak nebuliser kat assistant dia. Two weeks after that i came for my back. Then a week after my back incident, i start rasa loyaaaaa je. Makan tapi 10 mins after that muntah. Dari tengahari sampai malam. Oh tidak ye tuan puan..saya tak pregnant...kerana MG dan saya mengamalkan kaedah perancang keluarga yg dijamin 100%..kahkahkah. Ye le...kalau tetiba pregnant mau i pengsan nak bagitau kat GordonR. So menderitalah i menahan loya for 1 week plus..Ani BNS kata mungkin i gastric. I pun rasa ye..i pun makanlah ubat from pharmacy utk tahan muntah, buang angin etc.. still i was not getting better..rasa ok sekejap je bila i balik kampung and dapat tidur celah ketiak mak. Mak urut2 belakang semua. Then when i came back, the loya2 also came back sampai i dah tak tahan sangat that i dragged myself to the clinic...alaaah....dr JaafarO tu lagi. Sampai dia tanya sakit apa pulak minggu ni puan? Boleh tak i nak kata sakit otak? Dia cakap i ni dapat simptom gastric kerana dah masuk semester 6 for phd.. hahhaha..betul pun! Dia cakap, i have to find a way to overcome my stress...hmm..let me see...nak pergi brisk walk tepi tasik, hati sakit dan stress tengok org buang sampah rata2. Nak pergi swimming, hati sakit dan stress tengok orang rambut panjang mengurai masuk air and buang tissue rata2 dalam tandas. I think i need to go fly a kite somewhere. Mak i cakap, takde stress dlm islam...baca quran banyak2 (eleh, mak i tu. Bapak i nak bergebang ngan kengkawan pun dia stress kecik ati)...meh ikut mak gi umrah. Lagi bertambah stress nak pi bagitau GordonR that i'll be taking 2 weeks off to perform umrah. Pas makan ubat dr ni ada baik sikit..tapi still tepon mak..sakittt...loya.....pas tu esoknya mak pak i datang. Bestnya..terus sihat (bila cakap sakitttt kat MG dia kata i suka berlakon..menyampah!)

So that's what i've been up to. I've many more stories to tell...bersambung..